I”m getting slightly annoyed by everyone starting these magical blogs to “document their magical experience” when dealing with the college program, and then starting blogs on how to get in. PRESERVE THE MAGIC FOLKS. Sheesh, life cant be fun if all the answers are handed to you. Show me, I see, Teach me, I Learn.
I literally JUST GOT SO FRUSTRATED with the hateful biggots in the facebook group. It just pissed me off. This sweet guy in the college program, just wants to move in with his boyfriend in an apartment elsewhere,and just be his damn self. Then some thirsty fucking idiot, wants to post some banter. Mind you this ugly ass kid, ALWAYS POSTS HIS NUMBER ON THE GROUP, ALWAYS IS FREE TO HANG OUT, AND NEVER MAKES SENSE. I’M PRETTTY SURE HE’S NOT A CP, OR JUST SOME WEIRD FUCKING person, who came here and became part time, and creepy as fuck. Mind you, I don’t even know how many people here aren’t cps at all. like what the actual fuck. If you don’t use the group, for professional purposes, stay the fuck away. argh. that just pissed me off.
I made plans to wake up, have a serene morning. Do some light yoga, drink some tea, check my emails, maybe stretch some more, cook some breakfast.
Instead I checked facebook, and instantly got angry. I made plans to trade shifts with a coworker last night, and this resort and i literally wanted all of her shifts. Instead I’m pretty sure my sneaky ass coworker(s) went behind my back and begged her for her shifts, for whatever reasons. As if I didn’t ask first, whatever I digress.
I’ve also been talking about this facebook group for Pop Century and wanting to join for like two weeks. This woman at the job, took it upon herself to call herself admin, and delegate whose allowed to be in the group. She changed the group status from public, to secret to private and I don’t know why. She literally is making my life miserable. I just don’t wanna be at the resort anymore. I’ve been deployed for 5 weeks too long right now and its just not okay. God forbid, you show some sort of competency amongst the ft or pt, and you get stuck on the crappy jobs because you do them well. However, I’d like to work mornings so I can accomplish things, and its easier to do stuff, since I don’t have a car. Like get the bus to walmart, buy groceries, toiletries blah blah blah. Really wish I would’ve bought that car before I came down. However, I digress.
* I also just blatantly started at the clock saying 11:11 & I ALWAYS make a wish, but i didn’t this time. Maybe cause I’m just a bit angry.
I’m deployed to All Star Sports, and I like it. The people there are pretty cool and I can see myself kicking it with them outside of work, and so willing to take shifts, but I don’t wanna give them up because I like it there. I just hate it at pop century.
I really don’t wanna spend my whole program working and missing out on opportunities that I should have.
Maybe I’m whining, but I’m exhausted. I’m also really sick and have been for about a week, so sorry. Fever, sniffles, cough, not fun.
It’s also been sucky because all of my friends have been working on my days off, and vice versa. poop.
I’ve ranted far enough. I need to take care of some important things.
this short film called longhorn(s) and it was really good. Slightly unrealistic but so damn true at the same time. It hit so close to home. I wanted to go to sleep, but like now I can’t. It was just so beautiful.
I really need a social outlet where I could post thing without being judged, and just revel in the fact that someone out there sees my post, knows my true feelings, and they don’t know me. I might make a new tumblr.
me by my tumblr. However if any fellas are looking for clean, tidy, respectful, great cook roommate and literally a great friend ask anyone. I’m looking to move out my current apartment at the commons into another. I literally don’t like living here. so if possible, I’d like to change apartments.
I don’t mean to be a grinch, but its forcing the Program to be harder to get into because alot of people have literally made it a method to figure it out, how to get in. It’s no method, you just be who you are, read what they send you, do some research, but you don’t obsess over it because disappointment is real.
I prided myself on being pretty flexible, and open to everything but this dcp experience has literally taught me to honestly bite my tongue, and just show up for work. The magic wears off pretty fast, i’d say. More than likely within the first few days of arriving to be honest. it’s replaced with a new mature magic. I will say that I’m extremely annoyed and I honestly don’t know why but I am by people who are like ” disney is my dream, disney is my life, disney will MAKE ME INTO SOMETHING GREAT, I’M GOING TO DISNEY WORLD”, they are the ones who self term.
The program is truly life changing, it opens to your eyes up but to be honest somethings are truly out of your control. Working Resort(park and hotel) operations and by this I mean every role, isn’t the most glamourous. Every single person works hard and you are a team. The biggest misconception is that every day will be magical, it won’t. Things will happen and you just have to “role” with the punches.
I’ve realized that QSFB is not for me, at all. I’ve worked in that my entire life and thought coming here would’ve been easier, it isn’t. It’s been such an emotional experience that I can’t even quite explain it all without getting anxious about missing things that are pivotal towards your recption of the program.
I will say that, in between my days of slaving and my days working, i have these random moments that make it all truly worth it. Then i compare them sometimes to the grand scheme of things.
I didn’t get the best job this time around, or the best roommates, or the best living situation but its mine and it will make my experience something to talk about.
I’m also ranting because I truly had a HORRIBLE DAY and I feel helpless, but I’m sure god will lead me in the right direction towards creating something out of nothing.
tonight a guest, was in the wrong and tho I assumed (that the decision they were making) was very well a great guess, a chain of events followed and I was spoken about in spanish.
I feeel so uncomfortable at my job. I know I’m at the happiest place in the world but to be quite honest, sometimes I just get frustrated. I have the best moments where I can’t trade them for the world but sometimes, I’m exhausted.
This might seem extremely mean but some of you guys who are applying for the program this time around are extremely paranoid and just plan out annoying. I love disney just as much as the next person and a probably a little more. Sometimes its best to not know every single detail and let fate run its course. I’m sure when you get here if you do, you realize that it’s something that just comes naturally. Doing video blogs when you haven’t even started your program makes it weird right and just eagerly ambitious. It could because I’d like to search the tag and have it be people who are on the current program, not a millon of you who spam the tag with stories and freak outs. If you’d research half of these answers, I’m sure you’d answer your own questions.
I feeel so damn exhausted. I’ve been working from 4pm-12:30am for the past 3 days and I have 7 days left before an official day off. A day off literally feels like one day off. I’m pooped. I have so much work to catch up on and just normal things to do. Like clean my room; unpack my suitcase work out and just maybe idk fucking cook so I can save my money.
I got off work last night at 12:30 then came home and was in the bed at like 1:45 then woke up at 11:30am then had two hours to myself until I realized that I they would fly by. I have to catch the stupid bus and I’m miserable and tired and exhausted. I need sleeeeep. and things to make me happy. This is not what I expected. Tumblr isn’t my personal journal but its nice to vent online I guess. I also have found the silver lining but it would be nice to have something good to me. I could just be cranky.